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                                                “阿墨，你的心真冷……”                                                                                                             李澈略微带了点指责的话像是一个武器，不利但是依旧刺的人有些闷疼。                                                                                                             “李澈，我问你，”我深x1了一口气，“在你心底是不是觉得我特么一个理想主义分子？”                                                                                                             “恩？”                                                                                                             李澈玩着我的手指，似乎在感受着我的手指到底是有多r感一样，间或十指相扣，间或他用大拇指和食指按压着我的手背，按着我的指关节。                                                                                                             “你先说说，你到底有多理想化吧！”李澈声音里面带了一点笑。                                                                                                             “你指哪个方面？”                                                                                                             我不耻下问，我对很多事情都带了点理想化，一下子要我说出来不给一个具t的方向，实在太过于笼统了，还是得指明一个方向。                                                                                                             “男人。”                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             这下子沉默的人变成了我，唔，一个nv人和一个男人讨论关于“男人”的话题，的确有点……                                                                                                             “其实也没有怎么样吧，我没有指望着一定要在宝马车上哭泣也不要在自行车上潇洒，条件也不需要多好，有房有车最好，要真没有咱也不指望。按照我这种年纪，对方没有结过婚的最好，要是结过婚的最好没有小孩，要是有了小孩就别让我生小孩。能一起过到老就一起过着，要是不能一起过了，好聚好散……”                                                                                                             我顺口说着，这话说到后来腰上那赘r被李澈的爪子捏了一把之后底气明显不足。